Monthly Archives: July 2019

A TACHYON PAD IS ADDED

My Tachyon Pad arrived quickly. I sat on it during each afternoon of reading for a couple hours. At first it felt warm. As I continued I didn’t notice anything different. Maybe I was adapting to it.

            The following Sunday, I woke from the rumbling in my head. As soon as I sat up, it stopped. The next day the rumbling dropped to my chest. The head and chest rumbling were new.

            Sometimes I held the Pad over my closed eyes. Since the Wet Macular Degeneration began with my eyes, I got what I call a black and white ‘kaleidoscope’ that shows up in my vision from time to time. I don’t know what causes it and apparently no one at the Eye Center knows either. It is an arc or two that looks like a kaleidoscope ‘wiggling’ but in black and white instead of colors and it appears in both eyes at once. Holding the Tachyon Pad against my eyes makes it disappear immediately.

            Sometimes I held the Pad against my ears. Sometimes I laid it on my head while I wrote at the computer. Mostly I sat on the Pad while at the computer which is several hours a day, mostly every day. I wasn’t sure how I could tell if it was positioning me for healing or what it was doing. I firmly believed that it was aiding my body to strengthen itself wherever I needed it, maybe in places I didn’t even know needed healing. I kept reminding myself how flexible my left hand became and has remained. That was an action proved that I could see immediate results.

Within a short time, there was no denying my psychic abilities improved tremendously. When the phone rang, I knew who was calling before I picked up the phone. I knew who was going call me that day. I heard perfectly at the Study Group session. My ear cracked again the next morning before I left the bed. The cracking was similar to having your ears pop on the airplane.

On Tuesday when I attended yoga, my balance was perfect and my flexibility was like flowing water even though recently I had not practiced every day.  Ten to twenty minutes of yoga was my usual routine each night but sometimes other activities pulled me away from it and I had to work to get back into the routine again. I even heard Lisa’s yoga commentary. I usually don’t hear her at all only the tone of her voice, not the words.

            I’ve been very productive with my writing. I continued to sit on the Tachyon Pad while I was at the computer. Rumbling continued internally every now and then.  I was just so used to it. Then the tumbling eased off for a few weeks before it returned again. I began not sitting on the Pad every day. Like most of my habits they faded before coming back again. I just became too wrapped up in my writing. When that happened all else fell away. Temporarily.

Next: My Personal Cocoon experience

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# 9 KEEPING MY EYESIGHT

I’ve gone to Duke Eye Clinic in Durham (NC) since 2007 for Wet Macular Degeneration in my left eye. There was a leakage in the eye that creates a black dot that blocks sight. The injection I got in my eye stopped the leakage, though we never knew for how long. A needle in the eye sounds horrible, but my eye was numbed first so I didn’t feel the needle actually go in. I breathed deep and looked to the side so I didn’t actually see it coming either. The injections kept my ability to see and I would do most anything to hold on to my sight. I adapted to getting the needles.

            Sometimes my eye stayed dry for a couple weeks, sometimes longer. Then the eye leaked again. The leaking is within the eye. It wasn’t visible or leak outside the eye. No one could see it just by looking. I could only tell by the black spot in my vision and my vision would become jagged.

            No one seems to know what causes the Wet Macular. The Dry Macular comes with age.  It was frustrating because I couldn’t find any reason why my eyes wouldn’t stay dry.  Why sometimes they stayed dry for two weeks and sometimes two months. I couldn’t figure it. I paid attention to see if I was doing anything different but I was just being me doing what I had always done.

Dr. Fekrat came up with a new plan for me to receive injections regularly to build up the eye. At first it was every two weeks for a length of time. When no leakage came, we stretched to three weeks, By 2016 we were doing every four weeks but I was getting injections of Eyelea in both eyes because my other eye had gone Wet also.

            That was extremely upsetting. I refused to do the “what if” on myself. I did think a move into the city was a good idea. Being in the country without vision to drive would make me a prisoner in my own home if the Eyelea failed for any reason. I put my house on the market and moved to South Hill (VA) in the spring of 2016. Most of my Soul Tribe lived nearby in South Hill or Bracey.

Because of winter weather I missed an injection appointment in January 2018.  Either because of Eyelea buildup or because of the initial exposure to the Tachyon Pyramid and after one session with the Tachyon it had been seven weeks and my eyes were dry! It has been at least 10 years since I’d gone that long without leaking. Maybe it was a combination of both. I have no way of telling. But it’s what I believe.

Next: Cocooning with Tachyon

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# 8 AFFECTS & AFTER EFFECTS

On the following Wednesday I gathered with my Study Group in Arlene’s living room. I felt fine but I couldn’t follow what anyone said because I couldn’t hear, which meant I had to be quiet and not join in on the discussion. I hated that. I liked being part of the tugging and pulling of ideas and opinions. My hearing was disappearing fast. I knew buried and unresolved emotions can interfere with a body’s functions. Examinations I’d had wouldn’t tell me if something physical had caused my hearing to fade, or not.

            “It just is.” He said.

            What kind of an answer is that, I said.

When Vernon Sylvest came to speak to my group one Sunday I scheduled a session with him the day before to discuss my hearing. Could it truly be as simple as a hidden emotion? I knew I had buried a lot of emotion and anger over the years when I was “being the strong one.” I thought that was how to protect my kids, by not showing the times when I was in despair, afraid, or swallowing anger to keep peace in the house. I didn’t want them to witness any violence their father lashed out at me. He was 6’2” and a mason contractor, strong. I was afraid to rile him, avoiding it at all costs.           

            It was bad enough the one time that he upset the supper table, with supper on it and the kids and me sitting around it, eating. (He had a date and wanted to cause a reason to stomp out of the house. I knew his tricks and just let him go without a word. By then, I could care less where he was at night.) I now know that probably wasn’t the right thing to do, but I was still young, 26ish and didn’t know better.

            “What words do you not want to hear?” Vernon asked again and again as we sat in a quiet room at Maggie & Pete’s where Vernon had spent the weekend. We talked more as he tried to pull an answer out of me. (I was used to keeping my thoughts and memories deep within.) We spoke of other things then he came back to that question again and again. I didn’t know. I guessed there were a lot of words I’d not wanted to hear.

            “Will you marry me?” The words just burst out uncontrolled! It startled both of us. I nearly bolted. Well, that took me back a bit. Truer words were never spoken. But I had no idea they were still buried in there. I said no to marriage with my fiancé of 15 years because I refused to marry regardless of loving him. He was a good man. But they were certainly words I never wanted to hear again.

Sitting at my computer the next day, I reduced the music volume that I played in the background while I wrote, by three digits! It worked! I was surprised and delighted! In time, without noticing my hearing had faded again. Now I wondered if Tachyon could help restore my hearing even better.

Hmm. It looked like there was something to this hidden emotion thingy. I was excited waiting for my Tachyon Pad to arrive, thinking it would add to my healing.

Coming next:  Wet Macular Degeneration

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